Saturday 7 November 2015

Week 7

Hi guys. I've been alright so far. Just been getting tired more easily and having a weird sleeping schedule at the moment. Been off the chemo drugs since last week. Feeling almost normal. I've just been thinking of why I am choosing who to tell my condition to. I guess I only want to tell the people who will actually give two fucks about me. And also that's another reason why I don't want others to know because when I find out that they know I have cancer and that they don't even bother sending me a message, it just feels so disheartening. I mean really. No matter how busy you are, if you find out someone you know has cancer, won't you even send one message? And that's why I am ok with SL finding out from HY cause she had the decency to send me a message. And also AN finding out from someone cause she came and visit. But to those who knows but didn't even send a message, you guys don't have a heart... Sadly. So yep hope those who knows keeps this to yourself cause I don't need more of these whackos who don't give two fucks. Thanks! Love you guys.